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wORKING WITH DETERMINATION, NOT WAITING ON DESTINY.

    Tenacious people don’t rely on luck, fate or destiny for their success. And when conditions become difficult, they keep working. They know that trying times are no time to quit trying. And that’s what makes the difference. For those thousands of people who give up, there is always someone like Thomas Edison, who remaRKED "I start where the last man left off."

    Failure is not the end of your goal but just a start of a new one. Be persistent and optimistic in your goal and don’t give up when things don’t turn out the way you want them to be. Life don’t always give you what you want but instead what you truly deserve. So make sure you work hard enough to make you worthy for the goal you want to achieve. Remember sacrifices are needed to achieve something. Endurance is the ONLY way to success and not giving up..

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Nothing is certain (unexpected surprise)

" The only dependable thing in the future is uncertainty."

–> a follow-up to comforting torture

I never thought we’ll cross path again even for a short while and we relived the fun moments together that I will surely treasure for the rest of my lifecoz I knew it will be the last. I’ll just hope that fate will favor our meeting in the future coz I know I can definitely share the rest of my life with you by then.

Comforting Torture

You’re in my thoughts again.

In a dusky dawn I woke up from the horror my dream has caused. I never thought I found comfort in the suppressed memories we had together. Longing for your presence I have been though I can never be with you again.

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Incomplete Happiness

I was so down when I wake up today for a reason that I can’t explain. A random thought just comes into mind that something big will happen today. As expected the day was a series of unfortunate events that ws nicely orchestrated. It left me severely incapacipated in the end and my migraine was activated due to overfatigue. The torture was overwhelming but I let it happen because I knew something great will come out of this. Upset, in pain and tired, when I fall into slumber.

A messenger of God suddenly wakes my mind and brighten my mood with the wonderful news she carries (thanks to johanna for that). All my sacrifices, efforts and prayers manifests into a physical form when I read it. At long last a gift from God that can’t be taken away by anyone >> my license as a new nurse that’s now deeply encrypted in my name. Happiness hugs me so tight that it leaves me speechless for a moment and a smile then follows.

An endless is the best description to my gratitude to Him right at that moment. I feel so blessed and special for God give me the best gift that I’ve long asked of Him. It was almost unbelievable and how I wanted to shout it out to everyone for them to learn how good God is.

Faith (in Him) has been my driven force to make it through and be successful. It just proves how powerful your prayer is though many take it for granted and that just saddened me.

Nothing lasts long and that happiness was short lived. I later found out that some of my closest friends didn’t have the same great fate that I got. It simply takes the happiness away. Some even take their failure so seriously, worries me that something bad might result. How I wish I could share the glory of success with them.

In the end I realize nothing is perfect in this world and though I felt pure happiness a while ago but now come to think of it, it’s somehow INCOMPLETE ..

~~~> to all those who didn’t succeed

Guys this is just a part of God’s great plan for you.

Strive hard, perservere and don’t lose hope. Success isn’t so hard to achieve if you’re determined to make the necessary sacrifice and appropriate faith in Him. Don’t let temptations ruin your. You are a children of God and is strong enough to protect yourself from the devil’s manipulation…

>> DECEMBER 2006 NURSING LICENSURE RESULT

NOTE: The people listed below are those people I only know..

DIPOLOG MEDICAL CENTER COLLEGE
FOUNDATION, INC               

    FIRST TIMERS                                REPEATERS
             SCHOOL                                                         
                            

  conditional:          0                                  0

failed:                 135                                83

passed:                  45                                 24

total:                    179                               107

passing:                   25%                              22%

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ALAGENIO, ALTHEA FEBB SUMALPONG

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BASILIO, MARY LOU CAMPOS

CAÑIZARES, JEANETH MANJOORSA

DAYMIEL, RICHELLE MAE JUELE

DAGPIN, EDU NEIL JAMAROLIN

ELARDO, JANE TORINO
ELARDO, JOHANNA MONCANO

ENRIQUEZ, ARRA VISITACION

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LITERATUS, CHRISTIAN VINCENT OROPESA –> 10852 (dz z me)

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MANINGO, MACDANIEL BALANDRA

MANGLAG, JUHARRA

MARTINEZ, MAT HARVEY LEGADOS
MONTILLA, JOBANIE RANDEZ

MUTIA, EMMANUELA LIMBAGA

NAVARRO, JUVELYN TURTOR
OMISOL, JANETH MONTEFALCON

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REPAJA, JOSE MARION FLORES

RUBIA, MARIE ROSAGRACE NARVAEZ

SANMARTIN, CINDY NUQUI
SAYRE, GARRY DELMO

TEJANO, MYLENE PICARDAL

UY, MICHELLE MABELLE SUMINGUIT

VERGARA, JOSEPH RYAN CULANCULAN

WONG, ANRESEL MIER

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Realize the worth.

    Ever had a precious belonging that you take for granted till it was lost from you forever? Remember how it feels? It cripples your heart and leaves it completely weary. An insatiable thirst to hold and feel it again follows that’ll leave you unsatisfied. You’ll end up fantasizing that you can reverse the hands of time and would have done better if given a second chance. Reality stikes, your chance has run out and there’s nothing that you can do to make up for the loss.

    Just as how the song "One Sweet Day" goes -sorry i never told you, all that i wanted to say-. It’s in this time that you want to redeem from the love you take for granted when the relationship is over or say the most beautiful statement to a friend on his/her burial day. Isn’t it just ironic that we ignor our chance of doing something better and realize it’s worth when it’s already too late.

     Are we programmed to be like this? or cowardness just takes the best of us. Regrets comes in the end when we finally realize the worth of someone.

Now for those who still has that chance or those who already lost it. Post everything that you wanted to say to someone as comments below.

Nocturnal Creature

As the unavoidable sleeping time approaches, it has awaken from a slumber. It’s two glowing eyes opens and scans the surroundings. The night feels like day with this creature and it favors the solemnity the darkness brings. It’s body now creeps out from it’s previous position to a more favoravle one ready for its coming activity.

Hunger and thirst drives this creature thoughts and is now ready to feed. It starts to wander looking for it’s food source and it has now found one. With the aid of it’s powerful grip, ot opens it’s victims body and take out the food of its choice. A fluid on a crimson red color is just perfect to quench its thirst and paired with a long almost pale & slippery type of food is just enough for it’s hunger. Now the food that can satisfy it’s hunger is in both it’s cold hairy hands, it is time to look for a spot to devour them away from the distractions of other entity.

Now sitting in its’s favorite spot, it has realized that eating at this hour is bad and can worsen my peptic ulcer.

Damn! this insomnia sure is a complete misery and that cold air, as I open the refrigerator, sure gives me the creeps. My hot noodles and cold tomato juice now awaits the gastric acid in my stomach. Better eat now I’m starving.

Kain po tayo..

The Horizon’s End..

Beaches

I watched as the sun slowly comes out of the horizon and the calmness of the sea soothes my weakened heart and relaxes my despaired thoughts. I’m on the way home now aboard a ferry ship. The day is still young and almost everyone still on a deep slumber. I stood at the ship’s lobby and entertained myself.

As I gaze on the solemn ocean, i have this constant thought >> is my effort enough to help me pass that board exam? and now everything is over, ambivalence wrapped my very goal. Will I ever pass that exam this time?

It really is true that the only dependable thing in the future is uncertainty. I did my best and I made the necessary sacrifices so i should not worry. In the end I have a powerful entity to back me up and trusting Him is more than enough.

An unexpected companion suddenly brokes my silence. Looks like the person that I admire is here and longing for some company too. I know I can reach the end of the horizon and my goal is waiting to be picked there..