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Incomplete Happiness

I was so down when I wake up today for a reason that I can’t explain. A random thought just comes into mind that something big will happen today. As expected the day was a series of unfortunate events that ws nicely orchestrated. It left me severely incapacipated in the end and my migraine was activated due to overfatigue. The torture was overwhelming but I let it happen because I knew something great will come out of this. Upset, in pain and tired, when I fall into slumber.

A messenger of God suddenly wakes my mind and brighten my mood with the wonderful news she carries (thanks to johanna for that). All my sacrifices, efforts and prayers manifests into a physical form when I read it. At long last a gift from God that can’t be taken away by anyone >> my license as a new nurse that’s now deeply encrypted in my name. Happiness hugs me so tight that it leaves me speechless for a moment and a smile then follows.

An endless is the best description to my gratitude to Him right at that moment. I feel so blessed and special for God give me the best gift that I’ve long asked of Him. It was almost unbelievable and how I wanted to shout it out to everyone for them to learn how good God is.

Faith (in Him) has been my driven force to make it through and be successful. It just proves how powerful your prayer is though many take it for granted and that just saddened me.

Nothing lasts long and that happiness was short lived. I later found out that some of my closest friends didn’t have the same great fate that I got. It simply takes the happiness away. Some even take their failure so seriously, worries me that something bad might result. How I wish I could share the glory of success with them.

In the end I realize nothing is perfect in this world and though I felt pure happiness a while ago but now come to think of it, it’s somehow INCOMPLETE ..

~~~> to all those who didn’t succeed

Guys this is just a part of God’s great plan for you.

Strive hard, perservere and don’t lose hope. Success isn’t so hard to achieve if you’re determined to make the necessary sacrifice and appropriate faith in Him. Don’t let temptations ruin your. You are a children of God and is strong enough to protect yourself from the devil’s manipulation…

~ by finalbahamut on January 15, 2007.

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